Help

I'm drowning

I'm confused

I can't make up my mind.

I know it's not fair for her. She loves me all her heart and here I am, having feelings for others. The thing is, I didn't ask for it.

My pal and I, we've been together like this since 3 years back. It's even before I know my partner.

My partner and I, we met 15months ago.

I know that I love her. We know we love each other. But we also know that we'll be stuck in this situation forever. We know we can't make it. I have my own commitments. So does her. It's just that, I love her.

No matter how fucked up things are, I will never leave the ones who loves me wholeheartedly. I hope that's fair enough.

Am I?